Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Studs, Cats, and The Smell of Turp!

So I opted for canvas seeing as this diptych is going to be an important piece for me. After dropping a decent amount of money on all the supplies, stretching, folding the corners nice and neat, and priming the canvas I was ready to nail away! But my plan was thwarted by some sort of mystery material in between my wall and my neighbor Patrick's wall.


I made an inquisitive hole and still could not see Patrick.

After greatly disturbing Patrick by searching for wooden beams in the wall I could only find one and decided to wait until my friend Nick showed up at a concert being held at my house. Nick majored in art with me at Skidmore and has been doing renovation work in a restaurant all winter so I knew he could help. Apparently every sixteen inches there is a stud in a wall. Good to know. Thanks Nick!
Finally, I hung the canvas.


Lily the cat ventured into her least familiar part of the house and proceeded to rub up against the edges of my watercolors. Needless to say she was ejected from the art studio.

I started the way I start all my paintings. Lots of turp and a few basic colors.

Here is an unfinished study for the oil painting done in watercolor, ink, and raw pigment.


And here is the beginning of something.

Poem 6/19/10

Waking at dawn each morning
Re-dreaming and still screaming
I sink into a bed of lavender
And its lightness confuses my senses
Fatigue becomes elusive
Floating above the surface
My heavy heart anchors me there

The senselessness opens the well
It all trickles down
I ask the oil, "why?"
A need to be necessary?
An affliction for affection?

Their frozen words circle
In the caverns echoing
Perhaps only we know how
You were more to me
And now
Remain a memory
Nothing

So the stand-off continues
But I won't stop it
If you don't haunt me
Spiders will
Negativity will manifest
Its ill will
In you or the next thing

Time will kill the fury
But until then I won't rest
Searching for answers
Which must be made
And making is the one
Action that may save
A soul from loneliness

For creation is the warmest feeling
The created are my closest friends
They are my tender children
Who will hold me 'til the end